1.21.24- I haven’t heard my mother’s voice since she left Colorado prior to the New Year. I am not proud of my behavior preceding her...

1.20.24- Drinking, and partying, and being in the scene. At a time not too long ago, I was partying hartying if ya know what I’m sayin’....

1.19.24- Double post day. Just felt the need to continue to share, as I believe I’m having an exceptional day. Got to the Shaw Center...

1.19.24- I wake uncomfortably. Megs alarm seems to go off around the same time. She snoozes it, I adjust my pillows. No use; I’m awake...

1.18.24-“ She cried to the southern wind, 'Bout a love that was sure to end, Every dream in her heart was gone, Headin' for a showdown”....

1.17.24- Slow and Steady. Just slow and resting. I’ve kind of put myself on the backburner in an effort to recover. Although it has only...

12.26.2023- Every Christmas is different. Every Christmas is different. It’s an important lesson that Megs instilled in me as I was...

1.16.24- Megs is going to pick me up and get me to Shaw. I’m sure she will sit with me for too long to make sure I’m all good and tucked....

1.15.24- It’s a calm Monday. I haven’t been outside yet, but it seems quiet. The wind is howling, but from my perch it is quiet. I need...

1.14.24- It’s a tough morning. It doesn’t start that way, but it quickly goes there. I have some coffee and take a hit of my pen. I cough...

1.13.24- It’s been a hard week. I’ve had to put myself on the IR for blood related injuries. My counts are too low to move, and I really...

1.9.24- Bout 3 Round 2 Dose 3. LFG. Well kind of. It’s always emotional when I wake up on the morning of a treatment day. My mind begins...

1.2.23- I forgot the lidocaine. I brought it out of my bathroom, put it on the kitchen counter but it never made it into my Chemo bag....

12.30.23- I woke up relaxed. I edited some very blurry photos of my day with Big Toe and got ready to watch some CFB. All Megs asked of...

12.29. 23. I play my favorite podcast for comfort. It’s the Shane Charlebois episode of The Bombhole. For some reason his lessons have...

12.27.2023- Christmas has come and gone. My first day of my second round of my third bout with Cancer has also come and gone. It was a...

12.26.2023-Every Christmas is different. Every Christmas is different. It’s an important lesson that Megs instilled in me as I was losing...

12.13.23- Yesterday was my day of treatment for the second week. It was really hard. I’ve been really happy lately; Almost non-chalant in...

12.4.2023- First day of what hopes to be my last bout with Chemo. TIP. Or maybe not. T at least. We start our treatment but also have a...

12.3.2023- As I wait for my port placement the other day the anesthesiologist came in to do his pre-surgical meeting. He was asking me...